sin for today! ahahaha
ouh, this fruit is so strange to me, this is my first time looking, touching n taste the fruit, not bad at all, taste like a guava, the name? dun be shock huh, known among local people as ” buah katak puru” ;p
have been standby-ing for the whole day today, still stuck in this blue cute cubicle, not much urgent issues anyway, its raining outside n the weather make me to write n to express my feeling, my eyes not fully recovered yet, i cant really see clearly, my vision is blurr so as my mind. its like a full list of ‘things to do’ in my mind which yet to be accomplished, from a personal to a career thingy. may God shows me the easiest way to get on it…
i dont blame people, yes, i dont blame people for not being understanding towards me, so, on the other hand, please dont blame me if i just dont get you. dont assume people will get whatever you try to convey by sarcacism. be straight, be open, be truthful in order people to be in your shoes, n might help you in someways. some people do care for you as just how you care for others.
-ParadoxHati 07052011@1745hrs-

yes, i got to wear this sunnies all over i go as my eyes is sooooooo charming, but still aint no guts to wear it in the mall and of course during night time, im not yet a celebrity though ;p
-thinking of mak and ayah-just called ayah n told him what had happened to his house in kg melayu tonight, he sounds so down and of course worried, i believe mak feels the same way (bile mak and ayah susah hati, hanis akan jadi susah hati), there are some precious stuffs left in the drawer inside the room like pearls, precious stones etc. but still thanks to Allah its not gold! all gold jewelleries has been safely kept in some other places.dont worry mak ayah, takde rezeki, i hope you both in a good health over there in Mekah, lets pray together, may Allah protect us from any harm today, tomorrow and in hereafter, aminn :)
i woke up with an sms “umah ayah masuk pencuri!”, whatttttttt! immediately the 2 precious faces in my life pop up in my mind, how they are doing over there in turkey, they must having a good time and im not gonna spoiled by telling them this bad news. i feel bad with what had happened, maybe another ujian from Allah, wallahualam :(




